Sometimes I just want to apologize

But I know that it's not possible to do so at all. Even though I want to apologize I have nothing to apologize for. I've never done anything 'wrong' per se or even dared to do anything to hurt anyone. Yet, if I had to apologize about something it would be that I'm very private in my personal life. I don't complain if I'm tired. Or if I'm sad. I don't let anyone know if I'm hungry or if I'm mad. And though I never verbally say these things, my body betrays me all the time. So I promised myself that I would stop hiding my feelings.

And even then, I have to apologize to myself because I can't stop hiding.


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